I decided it would be fun to repost my very first livejournal...watch out it was a good one called "Behold the Power of Cheese ( Read more... )

I haven't updated my journal in a while, so i figured I'd drop a quick word or two. Today should be a good day cause as soon as im done here I have the next 24 hours off and god damn it im going to sleep tommorow morning. I swear it. Is it the weekend yet? Wohoo only a few more hours. I have a job interview today at an italian restaurant. Im not ( Read more... )

This past weekend has left me to ponder the question, Why cant i be sad? I understand that no one wants to hang out with someone who is upset and emotional and all in all a complete wreck, but I also think people would rather I be real as opposed to fake. Wouldn't you rather someone smile at you cause they really mean it or laugh at you jokes ( Read more... )

In life there are a few things you just dont do...and fuck with me is one of them. I need to get a few things off my chest before I friggen explode in a angry rage. Whatever you assholes think of me say it to my face! If you think im a heartless bitch fuckin...say it. When I made the decision to leave it was the hardest one I ever made. Funny how ( Read more... )

I partially moved into my new crib yesterday. The room is so depressing with nothing in it. I need to do something with it. I just havent figured it out yet. Its weird to be alone....Really weird. Last night I was curled up on my big comfy bed thinking...I have no one to hang out with. HA it was great! All my friends live to far away and the one ( Read more... )

I promised that this one would be a happy one and well i try not to break my promises. Nothing really happy is going on in my life right now. I did find a place to live with two really nice girls. The best things about this apartment are that my room is purple (wohoo) they have a washer and dryer (double wohoo)and that it has hardwood floors (my ( Read more... )

I've been really upset lately and since LJ is the place to vent about anything and everything...I might as well let it go here. I was reading this really cheesy book last night about the purpose of our lives. It was mainly about god, but there were other lessons you could pull out of it. One part was about letting go of your anger cause its not ( Read more... )

Recently I find there are two types of days. Days when Im fine and feel strong and other days when I feel like I just cant take it anymore. Today is one of those I just cant take it anymore days. I feel like at any second Im going to explode and cry hysterically and i cant be doing that cause i have to work. Ugh...I dont no how to feel anymore. I ( Read more... )

I was just watching Idol and Scott sang a song I love and now I cant get it out of my head. Maybe i can download it and play it in my car...whenever thats going to happen. Today was a really long day. It was my first day of going door to door...HA! It wasnt as bad as I thought because no one was home. So there were only a few awkward..."Hi...Any ( Read more... )

It appears that my life will be changing big time soon. My Life will be work. I never thought I would be one of those people, but circumstances beyond my control have left me with a crazy work schedule. I work just about everyday. If I get a day off...Its a completely random wednesday or thursday every now and then, but this is what we must do to ( Read more... )