im pretty sure 75% of my friends on here no longer have accounts , but those of you that still do, i have a new live journal its animalsandyou so yea if were friends or whatever you should add me. ive been posting like 5 years in the future on this one so its a little messed up.

i hate my job ( Read more... )

so i just finished watching this documentary , which i strongly advise you to watch called Endgame , i wont go into depth about what its about, but i just wanted you make note of this matter which i researched after seeing it and its totally,100% for real..in the books ( Read more... )

i am totally lost, either i truly have some issues that i need to sort out,and soon or life is really taking me for a fucking ride.

i will love it either way.

i haven't posted on this thing in over a year, but it felt like a good thing to do.if not to update those of you who ive been friends with for awhile, then to update myself. Im working less lately, ive worked at my job for over a year now, here in santa cruz, i still feel pretty indifferent about it. that's probably bad right? its fun sometimes, ( Read more... )

i got put in this fashion show for my work that i did not want any part of. i kicked and screamed but ended up doing it because i felt sort of obligated, they had live bands and a dj, made a runway for it even. it was pretty cool. and after it was all done. i actually sort of enjoyed it. and found a new respect for models of all sorts, cause ( Read more... )

despite my problems at school, that are just killinng me. you help me get through. and i cant stop thinking about you.

she walked next to me with a half bottle of vodka.it was raining outside, and dark, the only light was a small glow from a street light 30 yards down the road.i couldnt bring myself to say anything ,not even if i wanted to.i took her to an abandoned house, and told her what was inside would change her life. we crawled inside a large broken window ( Read more... )

me and some people are going to europe! this year. im really really stoked. its kinda far in the future but not really. ill finally get to see more of the world, im pretty happy about that.

from the far east she came
and now she knows my name
and now shes knows my face
and all we do is smile
and she likes my eyes
and i like her Chinese style.

finally.things are right in their spot again.