this is the part of the year when i get that depressed 'left behind' feeling deep down in my gut. It makes me feel like i'm wasting my life. Like I'm going to accomplish nothing and live at home forever. It's funny how I can feel so left out of something that I dont even want to be a part of. I need to get famous. I need to make money with my ( Read more... )

hm. let's keep this brief. 430am wake up call from mah babes. 5am out the door. 520am babes in the car. 730am arrived at the beach. 4pm left beach. 620pm home again. today was my best beach trip on record, if for no other reason than i had amanda by my side the entire time.

I saw a lot of updates and figured i'd try my best at one. This may or may not turn out to be one of those instances where i type five paragraphs then sit with my little digital pointer hovering over the small gray embossed box with an 'x' in it, deciding whether or not to left click the little fucker before i hit 'update journal ( Read more... )

I only do this because i get yelled at when i dont ( Read more... )

hm. I got back from work a few minutes ago...i convinced everyone to leave 15 minutes early cause we were dead and useless. I have 2 redbulls, a rockstar, and multiple shots of espresso circulating in my body right now, so even though i am exhausted, I can barely keep my eyes closed long enough to blink. So I'll take this time to write some ( Read more... )

I broke my damn cell phone...i'm getting it replaced but i lost all the numbers and such. so if everyone would be so kind, please either leave a comment here, email me at theubiquitous@comcast.net or IM me at Fusion1221 with your number! You could call me...but i wont have another phone for a few days, so it'll go right to voicemail. Alright, ( Read more... )

i was scolded for not updating in forever, so here goes something ( Read more... )

so we (tfa) just got off a week 'tour' with All Else Failed and The Minor Times. I must say, both bands consist of stand up guys. I wish we couldve played more dates with them, 'cause i had a great time. Of course i had to be sick during most of it, and andrew had to get hit by a bus. Anyway, yeah bad update.

a happy new years to everyone. I'm leaving for this tour in the morning, so I'll see you when I see you.

I no longer like christmas. In fact, i think i hate it. It's nothing but people buying shit for people they ignore 11 months of the year, in an attempt to make themselves feel more generous. I hate the obligational present giving. How is it an act of kindness if it is practically mandated. I hate obligations of all sorts, they take the passion ( Read more... )