a last minute merry christmas to everyone. Be safe in the remainder of the holiday season.

I am so tired of putting things off. more specifically, the things I want for myself. I'm tired of saying "oh, i'll get to the pleasant part of life in due time." There is absolutely no certainty that this supposed time will ever be allowed to seep its way into my consciousness anyway. Tomorrow is not a guarantee. The only thing that is ( Read more... )

i feel so bipolar lately. like i'm trying to stand back up after having fallen on a greased up block of ice.

the only word that should be offensive or inappropriate is "regret"

alright i've just gotta say that i'm depressed as shit and it really fucking sucks. goodnight.

you know, i thought that things were finally coming together for me...that life was working out. but here i am, at the same place i was one year ago to date ( Read more... )

why have i heard nothing but music that makes me feel sad these past few days? work, home, and in the car, it's all the same. it all makes me feel like shit. why is it that 6 months can make me forget 18 and a half years of my life? how can i miss a hug so much when it only lasted such a short period of time in the first place. fesoiaaaaojsd;

i'm bored and not too tired due to a nap i took when i came home. i have just two things to say. I'm bored of borders (har har), and I want this little guy who is now living in my back yard with 3 of his siblings.


( Read more... )

what a disturbing sense of familiarity...

So i'm sweating, i'm hungry, and i'm very much awake and bored ( Read more... )