maybe I'm just exhausted...but I think i'm officially tired of being alone all the time...

so tonight was fun. all in all, it was a good show, I thought we played well/tight. . . and the fire blowing was interesting. Thanks to anyone and everyone that went, even those I didn't have a chance to talk to. I'm so tired, and I get to work tomorrow...8 days of work in a row is just not cool ( Read more... )

so I wake up at 6, go to work at 7, come home at 12, go back to work at 1245, come home again at 4, and then spend the next 5-6 hours cleaning up my house. . . . . now i'm really pissed off for some reason ( Read more... )

you know that feeling, when every days feels like the next will be better? Not that the current day is great, but you go to bed with that optimistic feeling that tomorrow will be the day. It will be the day when you get things done, the day you make the world aware, the day you find yourself. But then tomorrow arrives, it becomes today, but you ( Read more... )

I hate days like this...days when I have to find things to do in order to pass the time. I'll sit in front of this monitor, play around with photoshop, mess around with a tattoo design, listen to the same old music. Then later I'll read up on some drum stuff, maybe practice some rudiments, or possibly work on building my foot chops. At this ( Read more... )

So today, while in a quiet and empty house, i spent about 15 minutes looking out my front window and watching about 30 dragonflies fly around my neighbors yard. If you can imagine, a dragonfly flies fairly erratically, so the sight of so many of them in the air at once, all glittering in the late afternoon sun, was more beautiful than not. So I ( Read more... )

sometimes it amazes me just how conceited I am...this entry is no exception.

so a moment ago I opened up my backpack hoping to find a pencil. Instead, I found a small pile of sand, and the scent of the beach. I grinned for a moment before remembering the failures and disappointments that made up my summer...and began to feel alone.

for 6 years, this was always the night I would stay up as late as I possibly could, just as a final farewell to summer before I went back to school...I get to sleep tonight ( Read more... )

to everyone that's leaving for school....have fun, be careful, and stay out of trouble. And to those going back to highschool...try to enjoy it.