new  years, new tears.

bring it the fuck on.

I vow to be less frivilous in my spending habits. organize all the clutter in my life. save some dough. prejudge less. self loathe less. be kinder. read more. eat better. drink more water. goto the dentist ::shudder:: be wiser when having a night a out. to not feed into (possibly damaging) lost causes. ( Read more... )

currently reading Choke by Chuck Palahniuk. And I'm eating it up. I love how he writes.

I've misjudged someone again. We finally had a real conversation and I didn't find them nearly as revolting as I have been this whole time. I think he also thinks I'm a bit less of an idiot. Though, I wasn't entirely in the wrong for disliking them so much.but ( Read more... )

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Remind me to shut up next time I start mouthing off about Russians or to any.
Apparently those kooks know how to fight.

point of interest: around 1:15 when homeboy gets a gnarly kick to the taint.

Last weekend was amazing. The weekend before that was alright too... Medders' party was alright too...hella ghetto but it was alright mans. Seems like I see some of you people less and less. maybe thats a good thing. Attitude adjustment and christ on parade ruled saturday.
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went to L.A. for a few nights. traffic,traffic,traffic is nooooo fun. I saw my first real 'bros' and 'bro hos ( Read more... )

too bad hipsters and the whole rest of the stupid world has ruined peter,bjorn, and john.

moving on.... morrissey was amazing last week. cutest old man ever. He played tons of smiths songs.. and he took my breathe away, honestly. What a beautiful man. He played ' I just want to see the boy happy' and 'boy with a thorn in his side' ...I was stoked. ( Read more... )

2nd driveby I've witnessed in the mission. This time I was only about 20 feet away.

I keep getting really upset over things when they happen but I wake up the next morning completely over it,numb, and apathetic.

strange few days... but my sincere optimisim is prevailing in the best of ways. and honestly i'm pretty stoked off life. and  so very,very thankful.

so happy to have realized how much I have changed in the last year or so. I'm no longer that 'meek and quiet' girl.

maybe even full of ***** love....

maybe.

I had never slept next to someone and dreamnt about them while doing so.

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