godammit.
you can't have it all.
you just can't.

last night was so good. Mojito madness. A slight scuffle. amazing people galore. peligro social. followed by cancun burritos. what more could a girl want?

2007 has been strange.
strange,strange,strange.

everytime I go out with nathan perry I wind up blacking out on the bart ride home. and eventually puking. last night I wound up at millbrea bart. luckily I have a good friend named brian folan who comes and rescues me,drives me home, AND he brings me water. he is truely a lifesaver.

The last few days have been fucking insane ( Read more... )

amsterdam was aalootttta fun.hung out with miss tara.and her cool dudefriend. smoked to my hearts content.(yessss.)drank alotta strong bow. went to museums. my hostel was RIGHT in the middle of the red light district. which was convenient but a pain at the same time. After about 11 at night every fucking dude on the street becomes a predator. well ( Read more... )

whatta lovely night with a truely wonderful person whom I couldnt possibly love/apprieciate any more.

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I made one of the attorneys at my work a cd and she said it was one of the nicest things anyone's ever given her. Awwww.

(despite anything and everything) I'm not all doom and gloom you know..haha. I dont think I ever could be.

I think my heart is too big. That's not a bad thing for the most part.I love to love. I love caring about people.(friends, ( Read more... )

Agad!
I had a such a killer time last night....
It was wonnndeeeful.
and despite having a hangover I feel fucking excellent and am so happy!

p.s. I wanna meet an awesome dude.do they exist?
Im not sure.

unfuckinbelievable!

hopeless indeed.