im am offically done with livejournal i hate this place cuz of stupid people being butholes ive moved to another journal place ill tell ya one on one if i like you and i feel like i can trust you otherwise you got nutin... im sorry if you care but hell if you really care you will ask other wise w/e

Melissa

awww oh well i thought i wanted to update but now thaqt i thin about it i dont feel like it anymore yeah sry in a pretty bad mood GRRRRRRR I SILL LIKE HDBBK WAY TOO MUCH!!!!!

awww i have soo much coming up ahead of me wiht reg school and then addmision possible and RAP and then the play and then churhc youth on wensdays choir on thursdays all things i either want ot do or need to do not to mention everything oi have to deal with at home and with my grandma dying and all and oh yeah i am catching a bug i cant catch a bug ( Read more... )

i am kinda tired i spent the night at maries house watching 17 hours of anime it was fun but i ma notinto anime as much as they are but i deal yeah it was me, cassie, amanda, marie, and kaite yeah um i saw greg yeasterday he came to the velt after school and when i saw him i ran up to him and gave him a big ass hug i was excited to see him then me ( Read more... )

dude all i want ot say is that hdbbk gave me a ride home and then his hand touched mine awww this is not good for being on a strike from boys or men or however you want to call them

i am giving up on trying to find out what is wrong with me physically something is wrong with my repreductive system but i just dont care anymore ill do what the doc tells me too do and if i am in pain i will jst take my ibprofen and be like w/e oh my i ma in such a bad mood right now im nort sure why i just am it might be cuz i havn't had a cig ( Read more... )

so i went to school today and everything was good until kim called me and told me that she doesn't think i should go out with arnold which is fine with me i mean think about it relationships never work out with me they don't last long you know i think that the only way it is gonna work out is if it is with a guy i really want to be with like marry ( Read more... )

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kim is driving me insane i cant take it anymore she wont listen to me im sitting here worrying about her and she off having fun or so she thinks untill she realizes one day that im right and everything i have told her about these things and everything i will tell her but no she doesn't think that anything i have been through matters i guess it is ( Read more... )

well well well i fell like shit not mentaly, but physically which sucks sooooo much i would go into it but i decided i wasn't going to tell anybody else untill i get the test results back on what i have but i am really scared cuz it is pretty serious but anyway let me see i need to figure out whjat i have said last like my last actual update but ( Read more... )