JENNY'S BACK!

wow. im really tired today. i really miss jenn. shell be back saturday. i dont want her to be back staurday i want her back right now. i need her to help me stay calm lately. its been really hard. i was on the verge of moving out the other day because my dad is such a doosh. i cant stand him anymore. he continues to treat me like a little kid. i ( Read more... )

i miss jenn. 6 days left. today sucked. (yesterday sucked until i saw rita). i talked to jenn for about 10 minutes today. it made me realize how much i miss her. its hard on me to talk to her because im trying to forget about not seeing her. if i dont think about it i wont feel the pain of knowing shes gone.
today sucked...
GREGGER

i do want a girl with a short skirt and a long jakcet. that song is so awesome. i heard that and then the hand that feeds on the radio last night. i used to hate the hgand that feeds, but i think of jenn now when i hear it so it makes me happy. jenn makes me happy. i think im going to try to not devote my entire entry to jenn today ( Read more... )

look, im so sorry about the way things have been lately. i wanted to talk to you face to face but it seems that my parents wont allow that. god. im so sorry though. there have been times lately that i know youve needed me and i havent been there. i wish i could help it but sometimes its beyond my control. last night when we were going to the show i ( Read more... )

im so pissed right now. i was supposed to go out with jenn tonight but since my dad is an ass im not allowed to. apparently i dont need to see her everynight. fuck him. god im so pissed. errrrrrrrr.

more leppard. i miss listening to leppard. it reminds me of my mom though. ewww. gross. so, i was talking to jenn earlier and shes got me thinking about death and whatnot. i really want to go with her. i want us to go together. i want us to be together forever. i feel like my life will be wasted if i dont make the most of it and if im not with jenn ( Read more... )

well i feel like the biggest ass in the world right now. i just want to curl up into a small ball in the corner of a small room and die. i dont want anyone to notice me, i just want to die. im so upset. i came home and called my dad because my car was gone. i was planning on leaving right then to take jenn to the viewing...yeah keyword-planning. my ( Read more... )

lalala. im in a dandy mood. have you ever noticed everyone calls dandelions "dandylions?" they sound like large gay cats. anyhoo, just something to think about ( Read more... )

im supposed to be writing my english paper. can you see how well the words are flowing out of me? yeah neither can i ( Read more... )