out of the tons of john lennon quotes i know, that one really seems to fit right now. i feel like i dont fit in anywhere. i used to look at my family and say, i fit in here, now i dont. i dont know where i belong. its a scary thought. knowing that you've already wasted 1/4 of your life and you still dont have a fucking clue what your good at, what ( Read more... )

im having one of those days. im in a mood that the next person who pisses me off will die. im so tired of it. im just not in the mood for bitchy, annoying people. i was having a great day until rita decided to make the best damn contradiction ive seen all year. jesus fucking christ- "you never include me in your life. you never tell me anything, ( Read more... )

jesus, why does geoff talk to me? all i do is give him sarcastic comments about what hes doing. id get annoyed. he just whines too much. im waiting for jenn to get online so i can plan some of my schedule with her. im so bored. ive been under so much stress lately. im tired of it. i really need to work on shit for english but ive pretty much said ( Read more... )

i know who batman really is! its not bruce wayne! even bruce wayne has a secret identity! who wouldve known? i know batman!!!! hahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahhahaha (fart)

i really miss jenn right now. ive had another really shitty day. me and my dad fought this morning and he yelled at me to go get my hair cut. i went to jenns to see if she would come with me but she was asleep. i was saddened. when i got home my dad started yelling at me again then he went outside. i went back into my room and cried. im so tired of ( Read more... )

well i was listening to some music last night. jenn had my cds so i was listening to what i had in my room and i ended up listening to some garth brooks. this song reminded me of jenn. i hope that tomorrow still comes but i hope that jenn knows how much she means to me if it doesnt. i wish i could show her. she means the world to me and i think she ( Read more... )

this is a bad idea. i know it is. everytime im in an extreme mood i regret writing. i hope i wont now. my paranoia plus my fear of losing jenn are joining forces and making me extremely depressed. i miss her a lot right now. ive had a shitty day and i want her to make everything ok, but she isnt around to do that. shes off with rita and whoever ( Read more... )

sorry, country. i know. this was actually really close so im gonna post it.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jenn is your soulmate.
You truly love Brandon.
You consider Joel your true friend.
You know that Rita is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Chantelle for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Jenn is creative, charming, and ( Read more... )

yeah, thats my j4 song. i love her. i spent like all day with her. it waas weird. i sat next to kaitlin teague. i didnt even notice her really. she didnt say much to me. its so weird. we used to talk so much and now we said hi and that was it. it was just kinda sad. i really liked her a lot last year. but i really like jenn now. it kinda pissed me ( Read more... )

goodbye to my stress. its over. 1 month of fear has ended thank god. i feel so good right now. i love you jenn, but were not ready ( Read more... )