i know i cant have lauren. its ok. i guess i can live without her, i dont know. i really wish things were different and i could be because shes really all that i want. i really wish that i didnt have to choose between her and topanga and i could just make topanga'a life stop completewly so i could be with lauren and not hurt topanga. i know that ( Read more... )

i hate my life. i want to die. i dont have what i want and i want to cry like a little baby.

im in serious trouble and i need you rita. please help me. i know this journal is called the ballad of gregger and cha cha but im having impure thoughts. please, remnind me how much i love chantelle and tell me that im not wasting my time being with her!! i need you rita!!!

i fucking feel like im on a date with kimmy. i take her somewhere, and then i get blown off. i would be up at my house spending time with jenn and rita, but fuck, they have my littlke brother, so who cares where i am. im so fucking pissed right now and then rita sent me this shitty reply to an entry. dude, i didnt say shit about how cindy wouldnt ( Read more... )

ok, so i spent friday with jennefour because my bestest friend rita got confused on what "old times night means" when i said that it was gonna be like old times, i meant me rita and jenn jenn. but rita must have thought i meant, hey lets have a good time with you and me and jessica, whom i dont care much for. thanks rita. anyway, i spent most of ( Read more... )

here i go again ( Read more... )

im doing it too. i love copying rita ( Read more... )

god, ive been thinking a lot about the whole zach thing. i did like him. normally, i hate everyone so he should've felt special. i always respected him. i thought he was a cool kid and i also thought that he had a "good head on his shoulders." i think he really would've been something someday. anyway, i didnt know him as well as jenn or many other ( Read more... )

dude, so i was talking to rita. i was trying to find out what fun, exciting things happened while i was in milwaukee, i expected nothing. holy hell, zach died. i didnt really feel much of anything for a while. i fee terrible for kate. just sick for her. i didnt really think about it until i read jenns lj. then after that ive been thinking about ( Read more... )