I want him to have everything. I want this dream man. I don't want to settle for anything less. I want him to be the most romantic, intellectual , well rounded, great-full, gorgeous man. Hes going to give me the nurturing love i need and attention. Hes not going to do what society tell him, Hes going to live life hes own way and how he feels life ( Read more... )

Wow. I have so much comeing up . i Have dentist oppunitments like crazy, High school meetings, Exit project in every class, Regents coming up, 8th Grade test coming up, and somuch other side crap. I dont know what im going to do this summer. I really dont want to do what i did last year and i probably wont be. But still , what will i do then. At ( Read more... )

Wow. Today was really crazy for me. It was kind of fun being a stupid normal 8th grade loser for the day. Since someone fell of really hard, I didnt feel like going into the city. So, i went to the mall with my brother today. I boughta my chemical romance messenger bag. It hot. Even i cant believe i wasted my money. I also changed my navel ring ( Read more... )

DDR ashLey: u better not leave mii this week end
KiDaNgELiKmIx: hey who stood who up last time we were possed to meet
KiDaNgELiKmIx: thats what i thought
DDR ashLey: you were high anyway
KiDaNgELiKmIx: oh well at least i showed on time and didnt forget what time to meet
KiDaNgELiKmIx: AND I WAS HIGH!

DAMN!. My mom just called and I was effing sleeping. BITCH. Just to ask me what size i wear... i thought she was going to buy me my chucks. She bought me some other stuff though. Grrr. Well, shes going to give me money to go shoping this week for twin day. Me and basicly my only friend. Well best friend i gusse. We're gunna be twins. Although she's ( Read more... )

so mad at life . lmfao0o0oo im dumb

i lost the begining. but we started fighting over how i didnt leave her a comment on xanga and then how i told some boy i loved him and then i said april fools. And she said why is it that you chase people whu dont love youa nd the poeple who do love you , you ignor. I DONT FUCKING KNOW . and then said said ( Read more... )

Wow.. im still awake. Well, instead of bitching, look at the brighter side of things. I mean, Lately iv been getting hurt so badly from close ones, and just people around me. And i have to stop looking at it as like , feel bad for me , im crying because you hurt me. Instead, I'll just let all those self-centered ass holes do there thing and just ( Read more... )

Today, well , yesterday, I hung out with my bro since i didnt feel like calling certain people. Yeh. it was fun i gusse. We went to burger king and buged out with a bunch of food and it was really crazy. Then we went to the Dollar store and just bought a bunch of un-nessisary crap we dont need. Then we went to sports world and met up with Hilda and ( Read more... )

Alright.. i hope this effing crap works.. or else. im going to totally give up on live journal and just use it for commenting as iv been doing since iv got it. i used to have DDRsugar, but that crap was really bad. I wrote about my horrible life was i was like 10 or 11 lol. i was Dumb.. but wait.. duhh. i STLL am dumb.. anyways.. today i when go to ( Read more... )