“You always hear people say they stayed together too long in a bad relationship. Well, for the longest time I never thought as my relationship as being bad, I just thought that love was something you were allowed to fall in & out of, you know, peaks & valleys. But, after a while the peaks get lower & further apart & then one day you find yourself ( Read more... )

Comfortable as I am,
I need your reassurance
Comfortable as you are,
You count the days
But if I wanted silence I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go
If I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

So why can't you just hold me,
how come it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?

You say you ( Read more... )

reading this..[not recent entries] i miss who i used to be.

it's not that same.. maybe that's why i'm not the same..

AUNTIE CHELSEA ( Read more... )

Please God, Just let me get over him. I never thought i would be one of those stupid girls again.. but here i go again. I wish i was strong. I wish i could breath without him. Im sick of hurting mentally and physically. I don't deserve any of it, no matter what i've done to him. I try to go out with other guys, I try to just move on, But there he ( Read more... )

A fucking miracle?
I think we thank God for this one.. because there is no other way.
Makes you really start respecting and appreciating what you have <3

I've never been as scared in my life, as i was today. I honestly thought i was going to die. The only thing i tried to breath and say was that i'd rather be dead, if you are leaving me anyways. It was the comfort of a friends voice, who said no matter what chels, you didn't deserve that. But i still find it hard to believe. It's always the ones I ( Read more... )

got a letter from my babayy <3 i was literally screaming on my front yard lmao ( Read more... )

So this whole my boyfriend being gone thing.. gets harder everyday. I mean i'm used to being with this boy, every single day, From when i get out of school, until I go to sleep. And now it's been 3 and a half weeks. And i still have 9 and a half to go.

"mark said to tell you.. he means what he promised you yesterday"

idkk.. this boy = <3 He's ( Read more... )