i made a new live journal thing because fuzzy_muffinz69 was getting old and tired and stupid!

xLusty_Desirex

thats my new one...dont forget to add me!

ok i just changed my number back to the old one. and i called verizon wireless because i got a text message last night saying that i need to call some number to change it. so i called it this morning and this really cool guy named rick answered. he was some 'i love life' dude. he was in portland, oregon and was saying how it was a beautiful ( Read more... )

Lemon Drops
By: Muffin Girl

One faithful day, I walked into GNC and I saw a puppy in the window. I named it Lucifer. Lucifer was a kind puppy when you gave him waffle sticks...Phillsbury waffle sticks, the type that comes with a dipping cup of who-knows-what. Lucifer enjoyed chasing the waffle sticks and dipping it into the cup of who-knows-what. ( Read more... )

lol, i am having one of those adam moments when you ask a thought provoking question ( Read more... )

nobody really reads this anyway so why should i care if i pour my heart out ( Read more... )

so yesterday i wrote this letter to the principal of john i. leonard...its factual, but doesnt have the sparkles and glitter of sabrina on it. no details, just facts ( Read more... )

as usual i feel nothing but the insipid nothingness seeping into my core or the sudden bursts of happiness and excitement i recieve when i am with my friends. its better than being stuck in a depression. at least i feel nothing ( Read more... )

as if you didnt already know i am stuck at this driving school...at John I. Leonard. the driving isnt so bad, there is a lot of work, the teacher falls asleep but its fun, in the class ( Read more... )

to ashleys song thingy....

1. Counting on Me- Korn
2. Bottled Up Inside- Korn
3. One- Metallica
4. Toxicity- System of a Down
5. Redemption Song- Bob Marley

by the way each song actually has a meaning to me and it isnt a bunch of screaming...

i feel like banging my head against the wall. lately i have been kind of down...kind of frustrated. i am having like those violent mood swings again and i am trying not to dwell on any feeling for to long before i start doing stupid things. i wish i could forget about a lot of things that had happened. but i want to release them and try to accept ( Read more... )