i tried to escape.
and the feeling was such rapture...

...when i got caught.

spotlight is sooo blinding.
searchlight unwinding my freewill.

i stare wide eyed until my lip is quivering.
my body is overcome with the emotion..
and the truth seeps in like poison.

but the poison.........

i'm addicted to it.

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the realization of actions comes along in a way that always slinks in,
it doesn't just rub it all in my face.

it just leaves a note on my dresser for me to find later.

or taps me on the shoulder and whispers to me on the side.

"hey, jessie...
you're over-reacting."

that realization...
so polite.

-bum

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