im sold on the idea that certain people are put in my life at certain times just to churn the water. And mess up possibilities. The newest person to do this has succeeded in not only doing this, but also making me stop and think...and read the "maybe" signs.

....damn the signs

Very rarely do i find someone in my life that can, no matter what has or is happening, make me smile by just being there. Not trying to make a joke or force me to smile, but truely and genuinely smile. Seems like forever since i found someone like that. It makes me happy. And oddly enough i found them in a place i never would have expected. For so ( Read more... )

"My cross has been measured, it is not an inch too long nor an ounce too heavy. It is my burden to carry."

Finally saw The Grudge...though not as excepted I saw it none the less. It was...strange.

Everything, everyone...seems to be bringing up that time in my life.

My daddy comes home the 16th of May.... :)

my daddy left for Washington today....pray...please.

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 4 people about this game.
• Wonder is the one that you love.
• Will is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Jaime.
• Steph is the one who knows you very well.
• Starr is your lucky star.
• I Can't Help Falling In Love WIth You is the song that matches with Wonder.
• mAgic Carpet Ride is the song for ( Read more... )

haha...tonight was fun...got my mind off "things"...death sucks, i hate it...thanks to jessis parents for the ride and the ability to go places...thanks to Steph for the "wonder" joke...ha...thanks to the guy at bowling that made us do push ups...... :)...thanks to all my friends in general, for being there, and being great at the same time....

A lot of thinking has led me to this ( Read more... )

How could I have been so dumb as to end the one constant thing in my life...i have to be the biggest fucking moron on the face of the earth.....then, to you, i'm sorry....truely...

Looking back at me I see ( Read more... )

bold those that apply to you

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish...or just so the boys wouldn't look up it..
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start ( Read more... )