What I said. I'm sick of everything. I want a goddamned vacation from everything I know.
I'm not good enough for any of the things I try to do, but everyone is such a mess I can't begin to tell them that. So I just get to fail quietly, and they will all find out when our lives fucking collapse.
Good luck everybody! I don't have anything left to

I cut for the first time in five-ish years. I stopped for Thomas, but god almighty, I didn't know what else to do tonight ( Read more... )

You know when everyone you love at all is a mess and so are you and so you can't turn to anyone for fear of making their shit worse and so you really have no one at all? Fuck that, and fuck this ( Read more... )

If there was ever a song to think to, this is it ( Read more... )

There's some kind of little animal hanging out in the tree in my back courtyard ( Read more... )

If this month continues along the same theme as late last month, I may have to sell some shit. So as to continue, you know, living. Emergency veterinary bills coming at the same time as my group's birthday season is unfair ( Read more... )

I went to a party for a friend's birthday at another friend's house. Good times were had. I've had several drinks, and am drunk in the most pleasant possible way. My Fer dresses arrived today, and I have two dolls who are amazingly glam tonight. Also got a Click 'N' Ship notice just now for my most recent Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab order. I'm very ( Read more... )

...for talking to humans ( Read more... )

I got a bunch of work done on my sleeve! It looks awesome, but it hurts something fierce. My arm is hot and nasty. It's really starting to look like a cohesive piece now, though, so pain be damned ( Read more... )

My Roda was shipped out today! Huzzah! I'm so excited.
I only got an hour and a half of sleep last night. I am a weird groggy mess.
One of my friends is being a shithead, which is pretty much his resting state of mind, and he just inadvertently (I think?) made me feel very disposable. That sucked. Stupid douchebag.