Im in a very strange place tonight. Once again, returned home having expectations of that feeling of getting back to your space, surrounded by belongings that are yours, and the comfort factor that comes attached with it. But I dont get that comfort factor here anymore, its not my home, it depresses me to be here. I miss my nix ( Read more... )

sometimes I can delve far too deeply into my own thoughts. Im trying so hard to look at my downfalls recently and rectify them, and Im not liking what Im finding. Ive been told before that for the things that have happened in my life that I seem uneffected, and I suppose this has helped to make me more secure in the idea that there are no ( Read more... )

So yes, very delayed in writing in this journal...and so much happens these days in changes, busy times. Hard to remember what ive done, in what order ( Read more... )

Intelligence is a god send and a curse. It allows you to contemplate deeply on subjects that are incredibly interesting and complex, but it can also cause you to pull apart things to the point of it being ugly instead of beautiful ( Read more... )

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well Im finally feeling a little better after a shite couple of days. Caught the flu off gael a couple days ago but now feeling lots better :) Spent 20 hours of yesturday in bed and christened my bin in my room with some orange juice (knew that safeways savers orange juice was no good for me) lol. New years eve was okay, went down to london and got ( Read more... )

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its sunday ( Read more... )

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Oh my, I partied way too hard this weekend! and suffering lol. Went out friday and was supposed to only be 'one or two' drinks. Ended up being out till 3 am (ekk). Electrotribe was pretty cool last night, vodka jelly was enjoyed by all included. It was really weird, a group of about 20 of us, but all really different people, weird but fun. I still ( Read more... )

oh dear... Im so drunk ( Read more... )