my mood never changes any more. i always try to seem happy though. but why is it i always feel so left out? this sucks. i want college. i want to go to boulder. i want to go away. pretty much anywhere.

so, turns you you can make yourself money (and me becuase i referred you) by taking surveys online. so far, im up to 3 whole dollars. you should join, and make me money. link you ask? well, let me tell you. http://www.surveysavvy.com/ss/ss_index.php?id=

hmm. sometimes you just wonder, right? i mean... nevermind, that thought wasn't going anywhere. just out of curiosity, does anyone think they understand me? im not trying to be one of those people who think theyre cool, or are all... out there, saying no one understands them, but i was just curious. i dont think i do. i feel out of the loop a lot ( Read more... )

shit.
(i love leaving enigmatic cryptic updates like this. people can only guess...)

people are fucking gay

a marathon of discovering and downloading new bands, poker, taqitos, guitar, band?, book, music, ben folds five/pink floyd, cliche, donovan frankenreiter, yelling matches, room cleaning, leaf blowers, ears hurting, worrisome convo, fighting everything, feeling bad, resenting, missing people, loneliness, bored, cs, room, back to old habits, cds, ( Read more... )

http://www.somethingdirectory.com/main_emo.htm
haha, i loves it.

its about time for school to be over. it was pretty good sometimes, sometimes it was decent, and sometimes i wanted to pretty much blow the world up. but i got through it, thanks in no small part to my two great friends who are going to SOTA next year. i really am gonna miss you dudes. thanks steph for keeping me in line all year, it meant a lot

well isnt this just a rarity? a) me updating, and 2) not being sad when i do so. eh, who know, maybe i'll be depressed when im finished. speaking of which, im likening myself more and more to mercutio lately. thats really a bad thing, but for now, im over it. so far: so good. last night was fun. hung out at vicki's with everyone. eric... he totally ( Read more... )

gotta love being mocked and made fun of by your own family