Comments | fwgis: well fuck.

fwgis

well fuck.

Apr 11, 2005 17:09

not that great of a day. if you know the situation with my grandpa, skip the next part, because i'll type it out for those who dont, and care to read ( Read more... )

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duckyz666 April 11 2005, 18:29:33 UTC

omg im so sorry about ur grandpa thats so sad. im not much for religous things but i really hope that he gets better. im so sorry, just thinkin about what ur going thro is so sad if u need someone to talk to at all any time just call me 752 3833 u kno im usually here so we can talk. and about that girl...wow...thats a really weird. coinsidence...its not ur fault at all so dont feel too bad. i hope ur ok and i hope ur grandpa gets better i really do <333

fwgis April 11 2005, 19:55:22 UTC

well, he's gone now

fwgis April 12 2005, 00:11:44 UTC

what the hell? i swear, i was praying for a half hour last night, saying over and over that i only wanted to have ONE MORE conversation with him. thats it. one. i just wanted him to be concious enough to talk to me. THATS IT. why the hell could i not just have that? god dammit, i swear! its just not fucking fair, i hate all of this. i hate the doctors for always being wrong, i hate the meds for making it so he couldnt talk, i hate the fucking cancer, i hate it all! this is about the worst ive felt in my life, i just want it to be over. there is no way in hell that im goign to be able to keep my shit together. im not going to school tomorrow, but wednsday im gonna fall apart. and then people are gonna hear, and im gonna get too much fucking sympathy, and i dont want that. i dont want ANYTHING that ANYONE can give me. dont get me wrong, i love the thought, but please, if you person could just have a regular conversation with me soon, i would absoutley love it. i jsut dont want any of this. i want it back 3 weeks ago, before ANY of this ( ... )

duckyz666 April 12 2005, 07:40:53 UTC

listen, you can call me if u want to talk to someone about this or have a normal convo its all up to you man. either way, the all mighty cassidie (muwahaha just playin) is always here for you man! <333

converser April 12 2005, 09:40:47 UTC

*hugs* i hope to give it in person soon. I'm really sorry brady. that being said, next time i talk to you, i'll try to have a regular conversation with you, okay?