today i fought with my sister and tried to hide in my room . i get so envious of her and the attention she gets . then i feel like im the lowest person in the world.this is one problem i really dont want i love her but i hate her at same time .i dont know ,i feel like i am the lowest person ever wen i get like this cause shes dieng and i cant do ( Read more... )

i tried to play a game i really like i love the world it creates and everything. But the ppl on it are some of the rudest ever. I tried to play by their rules. now all i wanna do is quit if it wasnt for one person i do love on there. I dont wanna leave her but even she isnt on as much so im alone there and in real world lol as lame as it sounds.

am new to this i really dont know wat to write :( i worked today at a job thats ok . all i could think about was talking to someone i really care about and i missed seeing her by 2 minutes so rest of my day was blah except setting this up