ughh. i juss talked to lamar and he told me that he was talking to someone else. i dont want to love him anymore!! i dont wanna care or think about what hes doin. i juss wanna be over him!! its juss the fact that he was my first true love. no lie. i've never felt that way for any guy in my life!! but i loved it. i wanna be able to feel that way wit ( Read more... )

oooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh my fuckin boyfriend gets me so fuckin MAD!! how the fuck is he gonna tell me that i'm LUCKY that he didnt break up wit me last night juss cuz we got into an argument and i said, "are you fuckin retarded?!!!". wtf is that shit?! he fuckin says worse shit to me...fuckin curses me out and he doesnt give a fuck about how i ( Read more... )

i finally found THAT guy!! i'm sooo inlove...happy...everything good and i wouldnt change it for the world. he just makes me feel so good in ever possible way. i never thought that a guy like this would ever fall for a girl like me but i'm happy it turned out this way. who knew a one night stand/booty call...whatever you wanna call it could turn ( Read more... )

wow. i don even know where to start. the last two days i've been feeling all these emotions and i can't even describe them. i'm juss...confused you could say. well two nights ago i was chillin wit lamar. i spent like almost the whole day with him. and well we had the BIGGEST accident. when it happened i was like at a loss for words. i didn't even ( Read more... )

aight fuck a new lj. that shit just isnt workin. but umm....i don know why i got up so early this morning. i wanna go back to sleep but i cant :O(. i'll just be laying there restlessly. well my bday is in 13 days and i get my L in 15. i'm so excited!! and lamar is comin home soon. i cant wait! i miss sooo much! i don even care about what we do when ( Read more... )

heyy ppl. well i'm bored and waitin for my ma to get home to take me to work. ugh i don wanna go. i'm workin 1230-515...but w/e. then i have to get my nails filled after cuz they look like crap rite now. i'm also waitin for some fam. to get here. so yea. this will prolly be my last entry in this journal. i wanna start a new since i have a lotta new ( Read more... )

wuttup?? well today i'm goin to GA wit some of my girls. we havent chilled in awhile so its gonna be so much fun. i'm so excited to see all the booyyssss!!! i just love them. i'm so happy it's actually nice out!! the weather has been shyt lately ( Read more... )

i'm so happy. Lamar asked me out last night but he told me to really think about it before i give him an answer. so yea...i did as i was told lol. i was really thinkin about it all last nite and today and i'm so confused. i wanna say yes...i most likely am cuz i wanna be wit him soooo bad. hes the first "good" guy i've ever had and i should really ( Read more... )

again i lose someone i care about.i don get y i cant find someone that i can be wit n be happy. everytime i get into somethin it ends n i alwayz end up gettin hurt. i really cant take it ne more...

wow...i think keisha johnson is actually ready to settle down n be serious wit a boy FOR REAL FOR REAL!! not juss havin a guy i really like...nah not like that. but get into a real realtionship n be wit ONE person not like ten. i need to stop that. its not gettin old or nething like that...don get me wrong its madd fun havin all these guys thinkin ( Read more... )