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[fyrdyke]

I really thought I was doing better. And maybe I was. Until I wasn't. But I am. It's just not noticale all the time.

I miss her. I miss all the stupid little things. And then I miss all the big deal stuff too.

But I can't have her. Because she won't stay.

Comments

[mskittieface]

Sweetie, you're gonna have to give yourself more than a week or two to get over something that was two years or so of your life.

Give yourself a chance to wallow. I know it sucks, and nobody wants to be around a wallower, but you won't get past it if you don't. Do it. Give yourself a week or two to just sit around your house in your underwear and eat ice cream and watch sappy movies and not shower.

THEN you can do better. :)

[fyrdyke]

if only i had a week or two to do that.

hell i just got mando-ed into work for tomorrow. means i worked a 48, have 24 off, work a 72.

being an adult sure does get in the way of wallowing. ;)

[mskittieface]

:(

I'm sorry, darlin'.

[fyrdyke]

thanks, lady.

for all your kind words and thoughts.

i'm ok. nothing better, nothing worse. i'm ok.