i'll get high on ( Read more... )

one day, I'll escape from the world. but not right now. I dont have any where else to go ( Read more... )

today, i made my own band shirt.

on a white tank i wrote

LOVE ME
HATE ME
FUCK ME

Charlie drown

its not done yet, i need a red sharpie.

Today is the 8 month aniversary of me not cutting. I have not done any self destructive things since september 17 2004. I have been tempted many, many, MANY times...eh. I guess I have a strong-ish will after all ( Read more... )

A few days ago I bought new sandals...they are already forming nicely to my feet. especially for ones made of bamboo. I was so afriad they would uncomfortable ( Read more... )

I had a conversation with my uterus today. I wanted to know why she hates me so much and causes me so much pain. As it turns out, She decided to blame the pain she inflicted on me on Eve. I would have called my uterus a cunt just then, but I decided it wasnt appropriate. I suggested we blame it on God or whatever deity is actually out there. I ( Read more... )

omg...greatest musical artist EVER...i am now addicted to Charlie Drown...so much so that i will make an icon of her...i already made my own Charlie Drown icon for AIM ( Read more... )

I saw my Sara this afternoon.

nothing else matters.

because i saw my Sara, and im in love.

all we did was just talk about random things and who's pissing us off...but it was great.

i had the living fuck scared out of me today ( Read more... )

right now i havent slept. hours melt together into a soup. you find yourself just drifting. the concept of minutes...seconds...hours...days...years...that whole concept just goes away. pOOf. its gone. and your just swimming through a mass of time. no...not time. i wont call it that. your swimming though a mass of progression. because isnt time ( Read more... )