i fucking hate men.

aaron decided to act like my father tonight.
no further explanation is needed.

for lack of a better deity, since i dont feel like blaming my own, im blaming all my problems on God ( Read more... )

"...i have gone to live with my dad." --Sara ( Read more... )

i wanted to say so much but Mistress Charlie Drown said it all first in the journal on her site.
http://www.charliedrown.com/index2.html
i tried the lj cut thing. it wouldnt work for me.

Coming up next, Invisible Japanese Teenage Bed-wetters in Mail Order Underwear.but for now you can read about the many misadventures of Ms. Bekka November ( Read more... )

screw this shit.
major depression.
missed three days this week.
fucking hate life.
it would be a shame to throw 8 months away.

but i did cut my hair. i like it better now.
its way shorter. and pinker.
i just stuck some wash out pink gel on my hair.

job hunting blows ( Read more... )

"Chronologically, your 16. Biologically, still 15."
~Sam in Sixteen Candles

being 16 is...weird. only 363 days until im 17...thats kinda frightening. growing up is frightening. but i'll get over it.

i need a job.

i need to move out of my house. im slowly going insane living with my mum and brother. i cant take any more stress in my life ( Read more... )

wOOt...after i have been waiting 364 days from last year...it is again my birthday!!
happy 16th to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to bad mum isnt doing anything for me today. *sigh*

i convinced mum to let me have a party for my birthday ( Read more... )