ugh

[fyrefly04]

i am so tired of hearing myself bitch and complain, but I just want to not have anything to bitch and complain about. I am so stuck. I wish someone could just come up to me and tell me what to do.

Comments

[moonlight_mandy]

Move in with your father in Texas!

lol

[fyrefly04]

my father is actually here living with my mom again...weird right.. he came down for the wedding last may and never left!

Re: lol

[moonlight_mandy]

That is really weird! How is that whole thing working itself out?

[kainexbertie]

You've been so strong! I know that I would not have been able to hang in there as long as you. Especially with a new baby. You're a good person. You're smart and a great mother. You have every right to complain, and want certain things for your family. No one can tell you what to do(especially me). Things will get better for you. Just keep praying, and raise Elana the best you can right now. You wont be in this position forever. It may seem like that now, but it's not the life you're going to lead. Like Jasmine said, can your father help you out in anyway?

not really

[fyrefly04]

First of all my dad is not that super-protective type..I mean steve's still alive isn't he? lol, and he isn't confrontational either. AND that's another reason I can't really live with my mom, she has an extra room, but my dad is in it, and he pays rent for his room. It's just tough. Plus she has all kinds of health problems now, so he is helping to take care of her...I love my mom, but it's a job I can't really do right now either.

oh

[fyrefly04]

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement guys. It really means a lot to me!!! You're both so sweet. : )