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Dr. Laura Weighs In
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Weekly Rants of the PMSing Fire Pig
Don't ask ( Read more... ) -
I just don't know anymore
Steve got mad at me for posting a poll on a website for moms about our situation and what other people thought I should do like...leave him, get my own job, or keep working on it. I feel like a heel for posting it now, but I just wanted some advice from other people looking in. I am so fed up with everything. I feel often times like I am on the ( Read more... ) -
It's a dun day
well I just got home from having dinner out with Steve and Juan and Elaina. It was pretty nice. Now I have to change clothes and report for dish duty. Steve is out with Juan doin some guy stuff, which i think will be good for him. Just trying to relax and chill, but with a mindful of thoughts and a screaming baby in the background it would seem ( Read more... ) -
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These are a few of my favorite things. What a sexy picture of her daddy! i just can't get over the two of them. Elaina doesn't seem to be feeling well today, and we have her pediatrition appointment this afternoon so I will ask about her then. Another round of shots, and I'll ask him about the smoking. If I don't get peace of mind about it I might ( Read more... ) -
ugh
i am so tired of hearing myself bitch and complain, but I just want to not have anything to bitch and complain about. I am so stuck. I wish someone could just come up to me and tell me what to do. -
A WHOLE YEAR
For a YEAR Steve and i have been telling those people we DONT want the SMOKE around the baby, OR the baby's toys, OR the baby's CLOTHES OR our clothes!! And STILL!! I didn't get a chance to break down the play pen before Dale got home,..my fault...so she lights up a cigarette and I have to scramble to break the thing down. And get this...WORST OF ( Read more... ) -
Stagnation
I don't know if it's a word but it perfectly describes our situation, I am praying to God to speed up Steve's GED process so he can get a job and we can get out of here. Elaina is doing wonderful, she's almost 9 months old and crawling! She still doesn't say mama or dada yet unless she's babbling, and she's trying to walk. Standing up on things and ( Read more... ) -
Home is Where the Heart Is
But where is home? Is it with the people you most love and cherish? Is it a place you grew up and long to return to again ( Read more... ) -
Falling in the Ocean
I know we all have our crosses to bear, and I think that God knows each of us by heart, and doesn't give us more than we can handle, so why do we constantly find ourselves crying out in agony, " I can't HANDLE this anymore!!!" Yet somehow we always pick up the pieces and trudge on. I have been through emotional B.S since I was a little girl ( Read more... )