i do not always type drunk. sometimes i type high. but you should be glad i type at all since i hardly see any of my friends anymore. you people suck w/ your crazy job schedules. i say we all rebel for a week and take off work and be bums togther. i have the pimpopoly if you have the alcohol

hi everyone. i'm not sober. i'll admit it. i keep hitting enter after every sentence. but i can still spell. i'm really hungry but theres nothing to eat. man am i hungry. this guy that is far away from me and he tells me he likes me but i dunno. i kinda feel like he's just bored. oh and btw james (not manning) that was never about you. i want ( Read more... )

sometimes you feel like a nut sometimes you don't. right now i feel like a cashew. some guy in tampa is trying to ask me out. i dunno, tampa guys are weird. and i like someone else so that might be one of those things i should say not to. sucks cause the clickers says it's been 4 months and i'm starting to feel testy. ever noticed how easy it is to ( Read more... )

i read my tarot cards tonight and they kinda told me what i already knew about matt and me. the card that summed up or relationship came in the form of the guardina of the gates in reverse. it said the gate was closed or that one of us didn't want to go thru most likely out of fear. i kinda want to think it's closed so that i don't keep wanting to ( Read more... )

I love matt. i know he's bad for me, but i love him anyway. i think about him all the time and how am i supposed to get over him when he's always popping back into my life? i hate so much of what he did but i still think about when things were ok between us. loving people sucks. i wish i could just have the emotion unprogrammed out of my brain ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been pretty boring. remember the entry i wrote on how guys suck? well, this guy i've been talking to saw it and got all jealous. he's really cool and everything, but he lives so far away that i dunno if it's even worth trying cause what if we ruin a perfectly good friendship by fighting about distance? eh, this goes back ( Read more... )

I hate men (and if you are a male friend of mine that was not directed at you because obviously you're not a goddamn idiot). it seems that in the "modern times" of the internet male (and female) inteligence has dropped by of let's give a round about estimate of 75%. now it's ok for girls to have sex before marriage. you're not a slut if you've had ( Read more... )

it's been so freaking long since i wrote in this thing i didn't even think it'd be up anymore. but here it is and here i am so i guess i need to get to it. hmm well for those of you who don't know (probably no one) i work at walgreens now, i've moved out of the nut house (i left the nut there w/ all 30 of her cats) and back into my parents house ( Read more... )

alright everyone it's all out battle. i sleep during the day. this is what you do when you work nights. this afternoon i woke up to old macdonald. and if the ice cream truck had just kept going it would have been fine but oh no they had to sit out in front of my house for 40 yes count them 40 long minutes. not only did i hear old macdonald i heard ( Read more... )

i got a new job. i now work at target. i make almost 3 dollars more an hour than i did at the damn law office. i have cool people to work w/ too not a crazy boss. i've made some friends. dee and dara. we are now the three d's (dee di and doe). i thought my shift leader was a penis but he's warmed up to me now and he puts things on the top shelf for ( Read more... )