Clearing

No words have ever been written that would adequately describe my current state of mind ( Read more... )

So much has changed in the past couple of weeks. I was pronounced sane.. Wee! I have contacts now, and I can see for the first time. Prom is May 1, and I'm going by myself. I really didn't want to go by myself, but since I'm single, I dont have much of an option. It doesn't matter, Kristian wouldn't have gone with me anyway. That's fine.. For some ( Read more... )

Yea so.. I'm still pretty miserable. That's fine, though. All things pass in time. I'm also medicated, which is always fun. Anyway, I don't feel like writing much here, but I thought I'd post the greatest compliment I've had in a long time.. It makes me happy in the pants ( Read more... )

Yea, I'm single again. After realizing what a dick Kris was, I'm sort of glad it's over. Maybe I wont cry every night. I'm really not quite sure why I cried to begin with. Anyway, maybe things will be easier now. I don't have to worry about hurting someone who obviously wouldn't have been hurt if I'd done anything. I lost two of my best friends for ( Read more... )

This is really just a strange day. I'm so nervous and paranoid.. and I honestly have no clue why.. But this isn't fun.. Someone please shoot me.

Alright, well, I didn't get the Teaching Fellows Scholarship, but that's perfectly fine, since UNCG is giving me more than enough money for next year. That's not why I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off for many reasons: First, I only see my bf like what.. once a week for a couple of hours. He blows me off CONSTANTLY to go see his friends. I really ( Read more... )

Well, I'm definitely still feeling the last couple of nights. They were definitely interesting, but now that I'm trying to fill out paperwork it kinda sucks. I didn't get the Teaching Fellows scholarship, which made me really sad, but UNCG is still offering me money.. and I'm replying with a resounding HELL YEA! I have to fill out medical forms ( Read more... )

I got my cap and gown today.. and my senioritis definitely kicked in. I'm so excited.. I'm excited like.. WHOA BABY! .. On the down side, I don't have a prom date now.. blah. That's ok though, coz my dress more than makes up for lack of penis. ^.^ Ok, I'm gonna go now, it's party time!

Today is yet another weird day.. I'm wearing all blue again.. woo. I WANT AN OOMPA LOOMPA NOW. kAY... *giggle*..God, I'm strange... But I'm feeling slightly kinky.. because sarah's here.. *giggle once more*