ay yi mothafuckin yi!

i don't even know what to do.  i am still in the middle of a situation that i thought was solved.  i don't even know what to do.  RARR!  i'm seriously at the point where my frustration is going to overcome my common sense and i'm going to potentially get bitchy and i don't want to reach that point.  which means i'm going to ( Read more... )

thursday:
classes and an education department meeting telling me i have to send my grades in at the end of the semester to (hopefully) get into the education department.  we'll see guys...

friday:
almost actually went to biology until i tried to break my knee on my desk... yeah that didn't happen.  mom picked me up, i went home, saw the game with ( Read more... )

overall, an okay day.

i've been really bad about skipping my biology class.  i know, i know... i don't want to hear it.  i've gotten enough lectures and i know i shouldn't be doing it.  but yeah, i had a 3 hour bio lab this morning where all we did was punnet squares.  can i tell you how freakin' boring that was?  then i hung around, did a buncha ( Read more... )

really nada mucho to write about.  got back to campus at 2 pm, didnt go to my 2 pm biology class, did homework, set up microsoft office updates, went to english class, ate dinner... and now i'm studying my ever so fun history notes for tomorrow.  i swear, school is going to kill me.  i was gonna try to stay up and talk to people online, but it ( Read more... )

friday:
came home, went to red lobster for daddy's birthday, fell asleep on the couch.

saturday:
jv cheer competition (played their music cuz i'm that cool!), went to starbucks, movie watching with helena, bonfire with the family and helena at kim and ally's house, had a few beers (with parental permission!  haha), sleep over with helena and " ( Read more... )

Today, I go HOME!  Thank goodness, cuz I need a break.  I went to bed around 2 last night... and didn't wake up until 11 this morning.  I am fucking exhausted, and I don't know why.  Oh, yeah, and I wasn't feeling good last night.  Definately woke up with zero voice this morning.  Faaaaaaaantastic.  Things are good on the Mary Wash front.  My ( Read more... )

hehe you know how i roll.  anyways, not too much to update on.  meredith is back in the dorm room and feeling better, finally.  classes are survivable.  i got my midterm paper back from my English class, the one i wrote in less than 6 hours cuz i was having a horrible week / weekend.  i should quote the teacher: "grades in the b & a range are ( Read more... )

i can be courageous and still be so afraid.
i've discovered pain is the beginning to change.
somewhere deep inside us,
there's a strength we didn't know we had.
just when you then you can't go on,
suddenly there's a path.

let the storm rage around me.
i will stand.  i will fight.
and when the darkness surrounds me,
i will make my own light.
i may not win ( Read more... )

who's roomie ended up going to the ER last night for dehydration & needing meds?  that would be mine.  emma & her mom took meredith to the hospital around 11:30 last night, & told me to stay here & get some rest, giving me a break from "sickie duty" (for the 1st time in about 30 + hours).  as much as i needed sleep cuz i was tired from playing ( Read more... )

this is what my homecoming weekend has included thus far...

*  walking 20 minutes in the cold and rain (each way) to dog-sit for brandon (a friend from classics)
*  taking care of my roomie who has been throwing up for the past 2 days
*  not leaving my room cuz the 3 suitemates and other roomie were gone, leaving nobody w/ meredith
    (except for the ( Read more... )