do you ever have one of the best dreams you've ever had and then become so depressed in the morning when you realize it wasn't real?

I don't feel loved at all

I wish he wouldn't come over when he's in these kind of moods. but he's always in this kind of mood these days. he comes over and just lays there all pissy and barely even talks to me. at this point, I think I might be happier just not seeing him and just talking to him online ( Read more... )

I hate how I always crave him near, but I just love being around him

geeez drop 30 lbs and mad boys be asking for my number. crazy shit

I think, I'm kind of like, falling for james.

its mad confusing. I wish I could read his mind.

I need to get laid.

what a good day.
saw kids like us and one of the most awesome people ever who I never get to see.
and michael phelps won his 8th gold medal at 11:11. shweeeet

so I haven't been on here in forever. so a quick update I suppose ( Read more... )

I just realized how not normal it is to have a mom that cries regularly throughout dinner.

lesigh. life sucks sometimes.