yea-uh, i've been here for nearly four weeks and leaving New York is going to suck so much asshole. i am truly and utterly pissed off by this. i love New York and i love being here. and i hate to sound like a fucking sap, but i really think i've changed so much by being here. my tastes are still in the same vein, but i have a different outlook on ( Read more... )

oh my ( Read more... )

being scared is the worst feeling in the world, especially when you're the person that feels they should know everything. not knowing what is to come makes me feel helpless ( Read more... )

gnarfity, gnarf, gnarf, gnarf ( Read more... )

oh god ... the sexual crappiness of the past few days is coming back to bite me in the ass ( Read more... )

infidelity shouldn't be considered such a big problem. i don't feel as guilty as i should. i probably feel more guilty over not having any guilt, than i do over having had sex with someone who is not my boyfriend. hopefully, my boyfriend will never find out and i won't be faced with the issue of telling him. it's not like he'll have sex with me, ( Read more... )

oh my dear jeezus ... i am too bored to think right now ...