Sent at 11:45 AM on Sunday ( Read more... )

How can I miss someone who hurt my feelings so badly and so many times. Why do my dreams waste their time on you?

I just wish I could go spend the day by the pool, see a movie, go out to dinner, go to some bars, go dancing...but until my dad's better I can't see myself doing any of that for a long time. I'm human so I know I shouldn't feel guilty for feeling that way, but I do.

Dallon. though he had many imperfections--he could always make me laugh so much, and I kinda miss it. Okay, I miss it a lot ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss you.
Most of the time I don't.
Right now... Unfortunately, I do.

Please, please, please make my dad better.

I'll be ten times as sick for ten times as long.

Just make him healthy, please.

 but I think I'm going to start saving up money/paying off my debt and go somewhere new.

I need new faces, food, music, architecture, modes of transportation, views, I can feel in my heart deep down into my soul that I was meant to see the world.

I have to stop being so lazy. I have at least finally come to the realization that I don't need a ( Read more... )

 Oh yeah, p.s. ElJay, I didn't get the lead position with Go Daddy. They gave it to someone who will not do the job I would've/have been doing. Oh well, next time, everything happens for a reason.

 I don't feel like sleeping :/ this new 8-430 schedule is awesome yet, annoying.

 Life is sweet. Hope to get this. Nothing else matters except my friends and family.

Boys are a waste of time, I'll wait for a man to sweep me away, thanks.