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I wonder if I'm falling out of love?
What does falling out of love feel like? Is it confusing? Like one second you can't bear to be without the person and you love them so much it hurts, and then the next you wonder if you should or could be with them long term? Or is that just a sign that things are really serious and so you're really starting to take an honest look at permanently ( Read more... ) -
the end
I'm so fucking unhappy here. I have no one and nothing left in this fucking town. I'd love to just kill myself, but I really have no efficient means. I guess I can take my bottle of ibuprofen and oxycodone and whatever muscle relaxers I have left. And lots of alcohol. Think that'd do it ( Read more... ) -
This summer is gonna suck. And yes, I'm a pessimist.
Oh yeah, definitely seeing the glass as half empty. Shit, maybe it's completely empty. I basically have a bone dry glass sitting in front of me. I figure, I might as well be prepared for and expect the worse. If the worst happens, then hey, I saw it coming. If for some amazing and miraculous reason, life doesn't turn out as shitty as I ( Read more... ) -
In need of a friend
So I've been in my head a lot lately. This broken foot fiasco has not only cost me money because of medical bills, but it's also caused me loss of income because I can only work at one of my jobs. After I pay my rent and the couple of bills I have for the end of this month, I will have a little over $300. I really don't know what I'm gonna do. ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Ok, so I just started watching the Director's Cut of Tropic Thunder with the cast commentary on. Freaking priceless! I've always wanted to sit and watch it, but I've never really had the time. But now with a broken foot and one less job I can work because of it, I have lots of extra time! I love Robert and his humor so much! Like I normally ( Read more... ) -
Part 2: The Broken Foot :(
The Broken Foot :( So Saturday rolls around, and my friend heads to work, and so do I. After work, I work out, and wait for her to get off work and tell me what's the plan for the night. Originally I thought we'd go out to dinner and get some drinks, then go out and hit the clubs to dance. All I wanted to do was wear my new sexy clothes! ( Read more... ) -
Updates Galore. Part 1: Kickboxing and Shopping
Ok, so I know that it's been quite the expanse of time since I last posted. I get in these modes where I'm all about LJ, and then poof, I don't visit for months. I'm clearly like a child and have a very short attention span, haha. So now on to the goodies (and baddies) of what's happened since my last post.
Kickboxing and Shopping So I was ( Read more... ) -
Cleaning is not on my favorite things to do list
So found out last night my mom is coming out here, and she will therefore be staying with me for the night. Thanks for the advanced notice. Appreciate it. So I've been spending my day tidying up and organizing. Boo! Where is that maid when I need her? Lol. I've been trying to catch up on some shows I have tivo'd because it is getting way ( Read more... )