i was so ready to take my life today. i have never felt so down. and the feeling seemed to follow me to work ( Read more... )

the phone keeps ringing. i dont answer it. i dont check my voicemails. i reply to no one. why should i? i want it to stop ringing. right now i wish i didn't have a phone...which is odd, because my phone is like my life. not answering my phone is not going to solve my problems. i'm just running away, but they follow...so i dont know what to

what am i doing here ( Read more... )

my toe really hurts... it throbs. maybe i should call the doctor ( Read more... )

so i had my toenail removed for the FIFTH time.

5 FUCKING TIMES!

is this ridiculous or what?

for a while now i've been trying to decide where to go to college ( Read more... )

So, my journal is officially friends only because I'm sick and tired of people reading my thoughts and using it against me and talking about me behind my back when they have no idea what kind of a person I am anyway. So, if you want to read my journal, comment to ask for me to add you. Because....I'm sick and tired of stupid shit.