I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell I'm feeling...I hate how I feel. I don't wanna feel this way. I dated the same guy for 2 years and I broke up with him. Not the other way around. I should be happy. I'm dating a great guy named Kevin and he's the sweetest guy ever and I should really be exstatic. But I'm not. Me and Matt broke up a month ago and at first ( Read more... )

Just a few quotes that I liked and decided to put in here since I haven't updated in forever...

<3 walking away isnt that hard..knowing that you wont come running after me is what hurts the most. so you say that i`ve changed life sucks & things always seem to go wrong, but no matter what, smile & keep your head up & remember whatever happens, ( Read more... )

Well it's been pretty boring this week. I've basically done nothing. The highlights of the week were going to the library, going to wal-mart, and talking to Kylee on the phone. Matt stayed at Sterling's today so of course I didn't get to talk to him. Man I miss him. I hate when he stays at Sterling's. He's a different person. It's probably because ( Read more... )

Ugh I REALLY hate that school is out! I don't get to see anyone since my "friends" don't even TALK to me and my REAL FRIENDS who DO talk to me live nowhere near me(yes, real friend-bethany haha)

I don't get to see Matt and I doubt I will this summer and it makes me so mad! Mingo sucks I wish that I could just move outta here so I can go places and ( Read more... )

Well the last day of school was a mix of emotions! I broke Matt's PSP and now I have to go buy him a new one! grrr.....maybe I'm starting to have anger problems. It's because I let people push me around and I let the anger build up inside of me until something bad happens! And I get depressed(as Matt pointed out to me) so I'm gonna have to work on ( Read more... )

Wow Ok I haven't updated in a while so I guess I will now with what little time I have ( Read more... )

So me and Matt are better now. I mean, none of this is his fault he should know that. I have some sucky friends(not Marie, Ky, Ally, or Ellyn of course they're the best friends ever) but in other news I'm so far getting a C in McCrayley's Spanish class! I hate it and I hate her and it's so stupid!!!!! grrrrr she is so mean to me and you can tell ( Read more... )

Me and Matt just got into a fight. I don't know why anymore....I feel bad though because this whole thing with my friends is NOT his fault and he thinks it is. He has done NOTHING to my friends for them to stop hanging out with me. I guess I just don't have good friends. I don't know. I'm just really upset about it. About everything...