alot things have been going on and have passed; both good & bad, but mostly lame...

boys boys boys.... their lovly having under your spell...

the last 10 days have been a blur to me. i don't know if thats a good thing or a bad one. i've mostly have been doing nothing and everything at the same time with a little work here and there.

i went to warped tour. it was kinda lame the 2 bands i went to see,i didn;t see them play.The Bled weren't on the line up even though the warped tour web ( Read more... )

saturday ( Read more... )

last night colby called me ( Read more... )

i want to be seen as more then just a lay.
 i want to be wanted as more then just a fuck.
  i want something more then just sex.

sure it's a bonus, but i'm looking for more. it seems like everyone has just lost there standards in life. i know i'm not the only one that wants something else.

I WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT...

a lot of things have changed.
some for the better and some for the worst.
i mean it's not like change is a bad thing
and it's not like i don't welcome it when it comes or run from it.
but when it does come not just one thing changes...EVERTHING does.

Plus i don't like it when people change for the worst & i've had my fair share in those.

i don;t ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a while. maybe it's b/c i've been busy with other things. i guess i'll update somewhat ( Read more... )

to day was an odd day and theres some strange shit going on between Colby and I. i mean i always knew something would happen like this. but i never thought it would happen now. well i guess thats how life is to be. unexpected and misunderstood.

it doesn't matter b/c i'll handle what ever gets dished out.

if you don't talk to me....how am i to know?!