so im having a weird couple of days ( Read more... )

im such a tard.
im 20 and i still havnt learned to think before i speak.
i said somethin dumb at dinner tonight
and it got taken in the totally wrong context.
and it made me sound retarded and dumb.
and then i just wanted to curl up and cry... like a lot.
cuz im dumb and dont think.
and i didnt mean anything of it...
golly.. someday i'll learn.

so like last night i had the awesomest dream.
i remembering feeling so happy and so loved in my dream.
then i woke up and i was pissed.
cuz i feel like that will never happen to me.
but the dream was so so lovely.
hopefully someday i will feel that...

woo!
i deleted an entry!
cuz i talked about it with the person!
we didn't talk about it a whole lot,
but still i got it out there!
yay!
feeling better
where is the maintance guy.
i just wanna hop in the shower.
i should just leave a note on the door
saying... COME ON IN!!
woo woo.
that acctually is a brillant idea.
im off to the showers.

okay so here is the original update from a few days ago ( Read more... )

haha. good thing my last post is hidden from you all ( Read more... )

yay im glad when friends just talk to me and help me me better cuz they care ( Read more... )

my last post made me realize in order to have more friends, just talk about shopping :)

woo h&m comin to good ol' moa.
neato, huh.
i think so.