WHAT IF WE KNEW ALL THE MATHEMATICS
SO NOTHING WAS A SURPRISE
SO NOTHING WAS A CATALYST
SO NOTHING WAS NEW
SO TIME STOPPED
SO EXISTENCE ENDED.

OH GODD!!!!!!! WHY CANT MY BRAIN SHUT UPPPP

AGGGHHHhhaGGGhhhhhh

i just did a self portrait. yap.

last night i got trashed over a beer and a half. i took pills right before, and it fucked me up bad. so wow. anywho. i've changed to a polar opposite. im no longer an open book, nor do i care. whoops! looks like everyone sucks, i dont get along with hardly anybody, unless you are under the influence of 3+ drugs simultaneously. i guess ive refused ( Read more... )

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for anyone who couldnt make it to the MONO show last week, heres some pix. they are definately my favorite band live.

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hey all of you with an ipod, i heard about some new adaptor they're selling or something...


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you know, sometimes i wish i believed in something permanent. sometimes i wish i believed in God ( Read more... )

Look, i dont know who this guy is... but we have to find him and donate.


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well my sickness is finally subsiding, and it seems i am back to not being able to sleep. i cant really do anything lately but sleep and lay around and not care and write and read and be alone. but its all nice and productive...


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i am sick of burittos. i think it will be quite a while until i eat another one again. and everytime i eat a taco or buritto ever again, its going to be a very dirty experience.

thanks josh.

bad dreams are getting to me. i never remember my dreams. i never have nightmares. but when i do, they usually mean something.
tuesday and wednesday night this week... were strange in that sense of dreams.

lots of blood and emptiness. uh, please leave me.