Heh, I'm such a whiner.. I mean, my life is really fucking aweful but, I mean, I should suck it up I guess. Anyways, I started going back to school, well, for this semester I'm stuck at this QE Second chance place with a bunch of fucking morons. Oh man, I finished their Grade 12 english course (college level), in like, 4 days, now I just have to ( Read more... )

I'm hurting bad, like no one can comprehend. Hurt's not even the word... But who gives a fuck ( Read more... )

Things are bad, like always... nothings new. Suicide is a major theme in this, my life's novel but yes... I dunno if I like the idea of a bunch of people I hate showing up and crying over me.. if I even get that, peh ( Read more... )

Hm.. went out with the guys tonight.. it was fun. Well, until certain parts but still was a good night. And, may I ask.. who the hell goes to Burger King, eats there and then goes across to Wendy's and eats. My friend do, that's who.. God ( Read more... )

Well, I'm tired.. so this will be a short post. Basically, I'm sick. heh. And today was such a crazy day ( Read more... )

Hm. Yesterday I was about to post, a typical one, about how bored I am but then as I tried I heard a lot of yelling outback. The neighbor's poodle got out and attacked my rottweiler, lmao, and my rottweiler, as gentle as he is, was not letting go of that dog. At first my mom was on the two fighting dogs when I came out and grabbed a piece of wood. ( Read more... )

Existance, man what a bitch. I didn't go to work today, wasn't any for me to do. So I slept in and dreamt. I haven't dreamt in a long time, but I dreamt and it was-- crazy. If only my dreams were real, heh. That was me regressing. But seriously, throw me one key element from the dreams and I'm happy ( Read more... )

Hm, relaxtion. But I'm so godamned bored. Oh well. Satellite comes sunday, till then it's me hitting up people for dvds. But meh, I've seen a lot of movies, man. Crazy amount. Anyhow... Birthday is soon, kinda. September 23rd. I was planning on having a nice sized party, but Elamin invited me to "do the drinking for both of us" at the Queens ( Read more... )

Well, not much to say. My computer was broke, but now it's fixed. I've been working everyday. Another day another dollar. Gotta work to get paid and all that cliche bullshit. Anyhow, this just let whomever know I'm still alive and money-ladden.

I've broken my mind and my grip on reality is slipping. Don't ask me why it just is. And I find my hate for people and things growing exponentially everyday after every breath I draw. That stupid fucking bitch pushed me over the edge. She could have just said something, it's not a big deal, but to make me believe... fuck. Anyways, that's all. once ( Read more... )