Sometimes i just get so frustrated. The most frustrating part is now knowing what exactly i am frustrated at. I know i am all around frustrated..but if i don't know at what. how can i fix it? how do i expect others to understand me when i don't understand myself..

"The best thing though, in that museum was that everything always stayed right where it was. Nobody'd move. You could go there a hundred thousand times, and that eskimo would still be just finished catching those two fish, the birds would still be on their way south, the deers would still be drinking out of that water hole, with their pretty ( Read more... )

At first i was embarassed, but now i'm proud!

Last night, I wrote my creative writing project for english. It was supposed to be based on the novel, Lord of the Flies. I put this project off for about two weeks, since it had been assigned, until the night before it was due. I am usually not a person who practices the art of procrastination, but lately that has been my fetish. Writing used to ( Read more... )

One year ago today...

it still hurts like it was yesterday.

I still only have one question...

WHY?!

Sometimes i really wonder if good things come to good people. If you are genuinely a nice person, who always does things with "whats good" in mind....does the universe really boomerang good things right back to you ( Read more... )

Don't people just frustrate you sometimes, like they just dont get it?

The blue stain from my raspberry dum dum only makes me love Holloween even more. Though the perpose of the holiday may be commercialized and juvanile, i soak it up for all its worth. Best believe i blended umongst the two year olds dressed as pumpkins. I held out my pillow case with a big grin as i said"trick or treat". It's an indescribable ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in journalism completely bored because I'm done with my article way ahead of skedual. I did it on the new coaches here at Elmo. It was actually pretty good. This class definately has made me ralize that i do not want to be a writer for a newspaper. Newspaper is so dry ad monotonous, and theres no room for individuality. I'd rather write ( Read more... )

Sometimes this world confuses me.. confuses me to the extend that i have to spend days at a time doing nothing but pondering my life. In a way it is nice to suddenly understand whats going on through great thought...but the times that i just cant seem to grasp what life has thrown me- it makes me want to jump off the deep end ( Read more... )