I find it interesting the last time i posted one of these school was coming to a close, and now it is about to begin. For the most part summer has been simply delightful. It went by quite fast, and i wish i could have lived it in slow motion instead of a constant fast foward, but such things are only possible in movies, i.e Click..i suppose ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school today, and yesterday I left early. I don't enjoy the feeling of wondering if i am alone. Am i alone in the thought that i have, does anyone else wonder the things i wonder, ponder the things i ponder, or contemplate the things i contemplate ( Read more... )

sometimes i hate doing the right thing..and trying to be a good person. can't i just not care?

so this is the first spring break that i havnt gone anywhere..and it is just incredibly boring! My mom is in hawaii, and im so jealous. Everytime i talk to her on the phone i feel really bad because it puts me in a bad mood. i love my mom and its really hard even spending like a week apart, but knowing she is there, and im not just makes me get an ( Read more... )

My mom is in Hawaii right now..and i am SOO jealous. I would kill to be there right now..i miss it so much. I feel like ive been away from home for too long ( Read more... )

i just really dont want to be here. i wish there were a way to change it all..but there isnt, and that sucks.

well, ive come to my final day and i think im anything but excited. i mean i am totally and completely enthralled that i got to meet the people i got to meet and the things i got to do, but i dont want to leave! i want to stay here. i could imagine living here; where one is born is only their birth place, their home is where their heart is. my ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if i know how to explain this feeling of mine. I have this intense ache in my heart n body. It's not much of an ache though..well maybe a GOOD ache ( Read more... )

So, i think my decision is final. I think. I think, i think, i dont know if i like the sound pf that. Why am i never sure anymore. I just wish someone could tell me what i want to do. I wish someone would tell me what the right choice is. What if i do this, and realize it was a mistake, there's no turning back ( Read more... )

How do you know what the right decision is? There's always atleast two choices to every decision you make. How do we know that we chose the right one ( Read more... )