my family leave tommarrow for a family function in which iv ecided not to participate in....it so hard being around all these people who have NO CLUE what is going on in my life i cant even tell my family the truth about my orders couse it will jepordize my missione.....oh how i hate living a double life!

i started cying again tioday.......i wanna be out on the field i cant stand being safe in my bed when others are out fighting the great fight thats NOT what i have been training for all these months..... i intended to FIGHT! i hate this!!!!!!!! PLEASE MR BUSH SEND ME TO IRAQ I WANNA KILL BEN LODEN IN A FOREIN LAND!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow i leave for gemany in exactly 10 days i am so excited its going to be great going back im so excited!!! i just wish there was some way to get a hold of my friends back in ait before i leave so i can say good bye....... im going to miss them!

its been a while since i have been home due to my occupation...and though im glad to be home my family is driving me crazy...now dont get me wrong i love my family more then i do my own life but there comes a time when all the bicoring must come to an end i mean please i am home till the 21st and wont see thesse guys for 2 whole years do you think ( Read more... )