He told me.. he loves me.

Sigh.

We're just winging it. Who knows what will happen.

Again Gaile, listen to your fucking brain not your stupid, foolish heart. There is no point. Just keep telling that to yourself. You'll be okay.

I have to stop wanting you because I know you don't want me.

Why do I feel so sad, like I'm losing someone who is close to me?

I know the words.

But I can't hear the music anymore.

It's dead and gone.

I'm only giving myself 2 weeks or less to get over this stupid bullshit. No more. I've already stopped caring.

I wasted too much time as it is.