I have been getting over getting depressed. I ain't all the way there yet but I am almost there. I go get an 6 hour infusion tomorrow. Woohopeeee. NOT! Whats bad about it I have no friends who can come and support me. I guess thats why I am down usual. Somedays I do wonder if God is with me. I mean why is he having me put through this.

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Have you ever felt crappy and you felt fine and everything is going ok? this is me. I guess I am worried about a lot of stuff I know what your going to say. let God handle it. I know that, its just I was wondering why did he make me to be the way I am. in my eyes, I am a looser and I want to do what other people do. I guess I feel like Life is ok ( Read more... )

Hey guys. I have been having a full week. my sister was gone. I had IGG. My doc said because my spleen is enlarged its because my B calls which makes antibodies are attacking me. so I have to go every week for some stuff it takes 6 hours to do. So pray for me This is going to suck. TTYS

Candy

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Last night after watching Iron Chef, at 11pm. I went to bed my mom woke me up at 8am I am sooo sick of babysitting its not funny!!!!! TTYS Will write more later

Hey :) iam feeling bad :S

ttyl bye

Life is tough right now. If some one would look at my life in their eyes they would say it's not so bad. well it aint , but I have a lot on my mind. I am so tired. I have been dealing through a lot this year medically. and I am sick of it. I NEED to get out!!!!!! I wish I could. I better go TTYS
Candy

Have you ever felt worthless or just being used. I have felt like that my whole life. Like no one gives a crap only to have me babysit or do something for them. I know I can't do much but hello? I am 21 AND I HAVE NO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have thought of killing my self. ( I aint trying to make it a sad a post I just feel down.!) The funny ( Read more... )

I have been down a lot latly. I don't know if it's my meds or am I getting sick. when I feel this way I getcranky and mean. and I hate that. I hate being mean. Sometimes I wonder why am I put on this earth? i mean its like I try hard not to screw up but I do.
well I have to go babysit. TTYS

Candy

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