The boyfriend and I went to Boise this weekend and had a pretty good time. We went to see Horrorfest (which, of course, didn't play anywhere in Montana-we had the choice between Spokane and Boise and chose Boise). We actually only ended up seeing 2 movies because we spent most of the time shopping and eating. Most of the money I'd saved for my ( Read more... )

Yawn. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been so exhausted lately. I've barely been going out lately, just working, going to school and spending time with Harlan. Things are going great between us. I can't remember the last time I've been this happy. It's such a relief to be with someone sweet, intelligent, fun, and trusting. All he ( Read more... )

Joel needs to just stop it. When we broke up, I was the drunken fool that couldn't stop going up to him at the bar crying and professing my love for him. And he was like a rock. Strong, unyielding. When we had our one and only sober conversation after the breakup, I told him that I respected the fact that he didn't take me back. So last night ( Read more... )

Wow. That's all I can say about this amazing boy. I am so happy right now. I am currently dating the greatest boy ever. It all started at the Molly (weird). I went there after tailgating on Saturday, and sat next to him at the bar. I recognized him because he's there all the time with my friends Thad and Seth who work there. I've always ( Read more... )

Holy week of ex's, Batman! Last night at the Molly (anyone noticing a trend here?) I ran into Marty, the guy I dated after Josh. We were only together for about a month, and then I broke up with him because I never saw him. I thought he was mad at me because we spoke once after we broke up but the next time I tried to say hi to him he ignored me ( Read more... )

Good lord. It's been the week of ex's. Which really has only been two, and one of them I never technically dated, but it's been weird enough for me to label this the week of ex's. Cody, the guy I was in love with 3 years ago but who semi treated me like shit then moved to Billings-yeah, I saw him on Saturday at the football game. He was oddly ( Read more... )

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So the girl that I walked in on with Josh emailed me today. She told me she was sorry about what happened and that she didn't know that I was involved with him. She told me that he told her all sorts of lies and told her crazy stories about me which she figured were lies too (and probably were, because I was so good to that fucking kid). She ( Read more... )

2pm and I'm thinking about no one, and everyone. The dreams I had last night incorporated everyone who's been on my mind lately, making me wake in a state of mild sadness. I saw Brian and Jean as a couple, making me angry and heartbroken. I saw Josh as a friend, making me long for the days when everything was good and I was happy. And when I'm ( Read more... )

gahhh I like the skinny bi kid. Damn it!