When it comes to people accept when they leave your life. Don't ask why or ask them to stay. Let it go and move onto the next chapter. Don't ask for closure. That's the stuff of books & fairy tales. Life is an experience first and foremost. It's not good or bad. Negative is just as much a part of the story as positives. Accept that.

The way you are now is the best you can be. It's enough. Without more money, more success, more accomplishments, a bigger house, losing weight. Just as you are this second, this moment, it's enough!

"Life is a comedy if you think, a tragedy if you feel, and an epic if you will."

Fantasy is always greater than reality. Mind getting incoherent...must attempt to sleep. For some reason when I'm getting tired I tend to hear the melodies of random songs in my mind that I find kind of mesmerizing. Time is going by too quick, almost 32.

It's been like 6 mo to a year since I was able to last access this account. I don't think I have any readers left but oh well.

I hate insomnia!

Watching The Colony and discussing wood gas cars with Bryan. During WWII there was a gas shortage causing people to use a system to create "wood gas" using wood and fire to run their cars on. They attached these systems to the backs of their cars like this: Read more... )

Free cider & I the apples I had identified were somewhat rare (Olympia). Woo! Tons of babies were there. The kids were trying to pet a giant saint Bernard & O made friends w/a seven yr old.

Some nice people let O load up an electric cider press. There were several friendly people there who I was talking to.

I wish I had brought more apples to

I haved started the process of making up with my enemy. She is moving off to another state and I realized that I don't want to be enemies anymore ( Read more... )

I want to be a character in Burn Notice!

Tired...tireeddd...tired x1000!
/Bed