some days I am amazed that you didn't win.

If you don't do it right, if you're not good enough, it has consequences. But it's okay. My dad left, I'm an expert at failing.

It works, too.

Because he can't remember when my birthday is, but I have one anyway. It happens, without him knowing, every year. On the same day every year. It doesn't change, it's always there. He can't remember what I do ( Read more... )

What are my days even for?

Isn't it funny how something tiny tiny can push things over the edge and all of a sudden you remember, feel, and breathe gigantic, major, massive, huge things you've been pushing away and ignoring. That scraped knee that stings just enough to remind you of the hole in your chest ( Read more... )

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You are the only one to have ever called me selfish.

And you've done it twice.

I wonder if that says more about you; than about me?

Written AGES ago but reposted for Lisa. :) :)

Title: Frozen Toes and Melting Hearts
Pairing: Fletcher/Judd
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smex.
Summary: Harry’s sinking deeper and deeper into a restless world of anxiety and panic and can’t seem to find rest anywhere. Can Tom prove to be the shelter in the storm that he so desperately need?
Disclaimer: I do not ( Read more... )

( Chapter two, part two )

( Chapter two, part one )

Oh the bloody drama.

Nothing can ever just go right, can it?

Shut up and be happy with life. Please. Just for one day - be happy and stop digging out reasons to feel as if the world is against you.

It's not.

It couldn't care less.