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I'm Homesick and I Haven't Even Left Yet
So Craig was in my store today, and I'm pretty sure he saw me, but chose to act like I didn't exist, which is pretty much what he always does. It was kind of awkward. At least for me ( Read more... ) -
Psych 101
You know Jeannine got me thinking. Laziness is the cause of a lot of my...stuff. That and being obsessive and dependent. I become overly invested in relationships, but then I'm too lazy to continue to constantly seek out contact. So I'm left feeling alone or alienated because I put too much stock in something I can't maintain. I guess I just wish ( Read more... ) -
Tick Tock
I am absolutely terrified of turning 20. I know it's just another year, and technically it doesn't really mean anything, but there's just something about not being a teenager anymore that scares the shit out of me. It's like there's a certain level of, I don't know, accountability that comes with it. Like when you turn 18 and you're no longer a ( Read more... ) -
Proximity To Celebrity Makes Me Happy
I think the best part about my job is that I'm constantly seeing celebrities. Yesterday alone I rang up Famke Jansen (aka Jean Grey from X-Men)and saw Susan Sarandon. Good times, good times. -
Cheerleader! So And So! What's Her Face! The Ugly One!
I am so boy crazy. It's funny. Yeah, I don't think there's a point to this. It's like speaking just to hear the sound of your own voice. I like typing for typing's sake. Well then, goodnight. -
Just Breathe
This college thing is hard. You see, I never actually took the SATs so there's that. Then I have to worry about money and the fact that I'm insane and obsessive. It's becoming a real battle not to freak myself out. But even with all that I'm so excited. It's so nice to kind of feel normal for once. To know that I won't have to make excuses or dodge ( Read more... ) -
Got A Secret, Can You Keep It?
So I kinda have a crush on somebody. Now, I know it couldn't really work now, or probably ever, but... I don't know. I like him. Whatever ( Read more... ) -
What's More, I Can't Seem To Stop Saying Things. Anything and Everything I Think and Feel.
I'm so glad that Long Lake exists. I only went there for 7 weeks, 4 years ago, but it had a profound impact on everything in my life thereafter. I really did have a lot of fun and am now a little sad inside because it's all over. For now.
Now it's time for me to take stock and listen to the movies.
"Sometimes you just gotta say 'what the fuck.'"P ( Read more... ) -
Maybe I Should Go To College
Just a thought.
I miss the cast. I don't know if I've ever laughed so much in my life. But I do laugh at everythng so it's hard to tell.
At the end of this year I will no longer be a teenager. Jesus.
Um, yeah. My life is boring. The End.
