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Honor Thy Father
My father is a goddamned liar. He lies to peoples faces and they take it as fucking gospel. He is able to smooth talk all these gullible people and I don't understand how they think he's sincere. He is obviously slinging bullshit at you. I guess people see what they want to see. I fucking hate listening to him aand his smarmy fucking schtick. For a ( Read more... ) -
So. Many. Essays.
So this is what it's like to be a high school senior. I'm applying to colleges and taking the SATs and it's just more tiring than anything else. Things are actually kind of okay right now. I'm getting audition materials together and I have a couple of safetys and everything is gonna be okay. I think.
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Trouble Sleeping
So apparently I haven't updated in 27 weeks, which is kind of a good thing because I use my lj to get all emo. Now is definitely one of those times ( Read more... ) -
History Is Written By The Winners
I do not feel like a part of history ( Read more... ) -
I Can't Even Trust Myself
Sometimes it's hard for me to differentiate between real emotions and hormone fueled moments of melodrama. It's really annoying to be in a constant state of confusion. -
If I Move My Head Too Fast, It's Like...Woo!
I got to order my first drink tonight. And maybe i was a little drunk. But it was fun. It was good. It felt so thoroughly...normal. Now to find me a boy guy. -
Hallelujah
By some miracle, my basement is freezing. Sans fan, sans air conditioner. I'm never leaving. -
Definitely Maybe
I love So You Think You Can Dance. It makes me want to be a dancer. It almost makes me wish that my parents had forced me into activities as a child. It's never too late though. I could start a class now. But I'm really lazy and I work full time. It's so weird to think that I've been working at Barnes and Noble for more than a year ( Read more... ) -
We've Only Just Begun
It's been so wierd having movers come in and give us estimates. It's one step closer to making everything real. I'm so tired of moving. Ironically that's been the one constant in my life. Every couple of years we pick up and move. Not usually very far, but still. I don't know how long I'll stay with my parents, when I'll go to school, all of that ( Read more... )
